(Section 19 of Part 3 – Why I Left the Church)
As a conclusion to giving all the reasons to why I decided to leave the church, there is another comment I want to make.
There are many, many points that I have not made in this blog and many arguments that I have not covered. Perhaps while reading this you may be thinking, “Yea, but what about ______?” Maybe there are things you see in the current church situation that make you feel that things are going well and I have not covered why I would leave in spite of them.
There are so many things that could be covered that I haven’t touched here. This story is long enough as it is. There is a lot that I still don’t know and there are many contradictions that I still haven’t gotten a full grasp of.
I couldn’t possibly cover every apparent good thing in the church and explain to you why it is not really as good as it appears or why it is just an apparency — brought on to falsely make COB look good. I’m sure there are some very good things being done by individual Scientologists in the world.
Not only do I not have the time to write about every discrepancy, there is a lot that I just can’t explain because I simply don’t know.
The main point I am trying to make, is that the overall situation in the management of the Church of Scientology today has become overly corrupt, off-purpose, completely untrustworthy and unworthy of my (and in my opinion, any good person’s) support.
For you, though, maybe I haven’t covered something that you would consider important to cover before you could agree with me. But really, I’m not essentially trying to get you to agree with me, but to 1) simply duplicate where I’m coming from on all this, and 2) hopefully get you to see that you need to make your own investigations and pull your own strings, because things are not necessarily what they’ve been made out to be. You don’t need me to prove anything, you have the total capability to develop the knowledge, responsibility and control of this situation for yourself. I hope this is helpful in some way.
On the other hand, you may know of some other outpoints that you have observed or experienced that I haven’t even mentioned.